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[pocus]

i don't actually draw that much, and when i do, it always makes me feel sort of awkward. but sometimes listening to music and drawing is the best thing in the world. today was one of those days. now, i am not very good, but it's my own fault for not practising more.

i do kind of like this picture of gerard i drew though. um, he's a pre-killjoys, working for BL/ind gerard. he pops those pills they feed to the people to keep from feeling sad about his gray, uniform life, but the dose isn't really big enough anymore and he's starting to think in colors and sounds again, remembering how things used to be. he doesn't know what to do, doesn't have the answers yet, but he knows he can't live like this for much longer. can't keep lying to himself anymore.

Comments

[teigh_corvus]

<3

I love the hair so much. And I dig your intro story too.

[pocus]

thank you! i like drawing hair the most. and ears. eyes and lips give me so much trouble, so much i just want to tear my hair sometimes.

[melusina]

I really like that!

[pocus]

thank you :)

[turlough]

Very nice! You've totally nailed the eyes and cheekbones and nose - perfect Gerard! The hair is really cool too as is the prim and proper BL/Ind shirt.

[pocus]

thank you so much!

[fleurdeliser]

Lovely, bb.

[pocus]

aw, thanks!

[turps]

That's great. You captured him well.

[pocus]

thank you! :)

[glitteryv]

I think the two things I like the most in this great drawing is Gerard's expression and his haircut. Very intriguing backstory too. :)

(Here via turlough's rec. *g*)

[pocus]

hee, thank you so much!

[sylvaine]

This is really cool! I like Gerard's haircut especially. :)

(here via turlough's rec)

[pocus]

thank you :)

[letsgofriday]

This is beautiful - the nose is so Gerard.
I also love the expression on his face, sort of like despair?

(here via turlough's rec!)

[pocus]

thank you so much! :)

[piratesunk]

Woah. That's gorgeous, bb!

[pocus]

thank you :DDDDDD